Job Continues: Life Seems Futile
Is there not a hard service for a mortal on the earth? And are not his days like the days of a hired man?
Like a slave who pants for the shadow, and like a hired man who waits for his wage —
so I have been made to inherit months of emptiness, and nights of trouble have been counted out to me.
If I lie down, I say, “When shall I rise?” And the evening drags on, and I am full of tossings until the twilight.
My flesh is clothed with maggots and clods of dust; my skin hardens over and runs.
My days are swifter than a weaver’s shuttle, and they come to an end without hope.
Remember that my life is a breath; my eye will not return to see good.
The eye of the one who sees me will not behold me; your eyes are on me, and I am not.
A cloud wastes away and goes; so the one who goes down to Sheol does not come up.
He does not return again to his house, and his place does not recognize him again.
I also will not restrain my mouth. I will speak in the distress of my spirit; I will complain in the bitterness of my soul.
Am I the Sea, or the Dragon, that you set a guard over me?
When I say, “My couch will comfort me; my bed will carry some of my complaint,”
then you terrify me with dreams, and by visions you dismay me;
and my soul chooses strangling — death rather than my bones.
I have rejected it; I will not live forever. Leave off from me, for my days are a breath.
What is a mortal, that you make him great, and that you set your heart on him,
and visit him every morning, and test him every moment?
How long will you not look away from me, nor let me alone until I swallow my spittle?
I have sinned. What do I do to you, watcher of mankind? Why have you set me as your target, so that I have become a burden to myself?
And why do you not lift my transgression and pass over my iniquity? For now I shall lie down in the dust; and you will seek me, and I will not be.